I feel like washed up mom who doesn't know who she is anymore. It's really a depressing and sucky place to be....but I have my health and my dudes and I am very grateful. But I hate feeling like my life has flown by and I'm not where I thought I would be by now. And at this point I don't even know where that is. Every day is a struggle for me to figure out what I'm supposed to be doing with my life. If and when I figure it out, I'll let you guys know.